I thought she was going to say they didn't find anything wrong.
I thought the Evoked Potentials Test would come up clean and clear.
I was sure.
I was wrong.
Damaged nerves. Deterioration.
The ugly diagnosis emerges from the fog where it has been lurking and fills my horizon.
She speaks the words: Softly now : M.S
{Those two letters lend themselves to whispering very well}
I have the same body I did yesterday, but I have significantly more information than I possessed a short 24 hours ago.I have discovered, much to my surprise, that information weighs a lot.
I feel like I have been binge eating.
I don't dare step on the scale.
Did you know that a mind can race and crawl at the same time ?
It is one of my latest discoveries.
I am sure there are more to come.
Girl, your strength amazes me! I watch you handle all of life's dips and turns with such grace and with so much faith...you are a treasure!!
ReplyDeleteMy prayers are with you...what an example of God's love you are....
ReplyDelete@shawntele: You are a gift to a writer starved for affirmation. HUGS!!!
ReplyDelete@anonymous Thanks for the prayers and encouragement!
Your faith and strength encourage and inspire me.
ReplyDeleteSo thankful that you have a firm Foundation to lean on, who always has your best interests at heart.
Bless you, sweet friend. Know that you are loved and lifted up in His precious name.
{Hugs!}
@wender This is the fellowship of the believers: So blessed to have you in my life! xox
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